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My name is Deanna, and I am a senior piano pedagogy major at Cedarville University. This is my second year as a keyboardist on HeartSong, a travelling team that seeks to communicate the Gospel through worship in music. My prayer is that God will use my blogs for His glory, that my readers will worship Him because of the great things He does through this ministry.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Sweet Jesus Christ, My Sanity!

At this morning’s church, Pastor Joe picked that line out of our song “Mystery” when he gave the benediction after our full program. He reminded us all that in this crazy world, Jesus is the only One who can give us sanity. What a great thought to have as I begin writing this blog post about the most INSANE week I’ve had in over a month!

Last Sunday night, we finally arrived at Lake Ann Camp!! We moved our stuff into cabins with the other counselors and then set up our equipment… until we realized that in the chaos of trying to find the trusses to take with us, we forgot that we also needed to bring the projectors, and screen, and all the extra pieces we needed to set up the trussing system!! Jim called Colin with a plan, and the next morning Caleb and Dane left to meet Jim halfway-ish to get everything from him. But we got all our other stuff set up just in time for the counselors to get out of their meeting; my good friends Trisha and Kelsey came running into the chapel and gave me huge hugs! Soon after I saw my future roommate Stephanie, along with all the other familiar faces from last year. We joined the staff for their night hike and got to see the starry night sky. Let me tell you, stars anywhere else cannot compare to stars at Lake Ann. We also got to see Saturn through Brandon’s telescope!

On Monday and Tuesday, our team alternated between rehearsing music and joining the counselors for Facilitator Training for the Initiatives Course. It was great to reconnect with old counselors and meet new counselors through that whole process; we hung out with them during free time and participated in the Initiatives Course with them. It was also awesome to rehearse music and write some new intros; we borrowed a few musical ideas from other artists and combined them with our favorite songs to create an entirely different flavor. We played a new game I like to call “How Many Genres Can We Use In ‘Romans 16:19’ At One Time?” and also combined the theme from Coldplay’s song “Charlie Brown” with our song “Set Free,” and when we recorded it we labeled it “Set Charlie Brown Free!” (unfortunately we can’t share that recording with anyone for copyright reasons).

There was a time back in the fall when Dane and I were in the van talking about all the things we wanted to do this summer, and one of them was seeing the Horse Whisperer Demonstration that all the high school campers get to see. We always missed it last summer because of our chapel schedule, and we missed it training week because Tommy wanted to rehearse (he actually just hates horses). I remember Dane screaming, “Colin! We have to see the Horse Whisperer!” and the strange look we got in the rearview mirror from our TL. Over time we explained to him what it was, and when we found out that they would be doing it again this summer, we made a point to see it during training week this year. So on Wednesday afternoon we joined the counselors on the bus to Casa del Sol Ranch and met horse trainers Mark and Kae. Their unique way of training horses focuses on a horse’s natural behaviors and building trust in the human rider as opposed to actual vigorous training. They brought out 4 horses and showed us the different ways that they behave and respond to Mark’s voice and actions. Afterwards we debriefed in groups, drawing out the spiritual implications and talking about how the relationship between Mark and the horses is like the relationship God has with us. It was so powerful, and I was so happy I finally got to see it.

Now you’re probably thinking that the week is winding down at this point… NOPE! We left Thursday morning for the Mighty Pine River for the counselor Fresh Start Trip. For them, it is 3 days of rafting and hardcore camping, a time to bond with each other and practice for when they will take their own campers on this trip. We went along with them, but only for 2 of the days so we could get some rest in for this weekend. I am definitely NOT the type of person who likes camping; I like my running water and flushing toilet. But for only 2 days, it was actually a pretty fun trip. We were separated into different rafts and got to know our groups really well as we asked each other questions and got stuck on and under tree branches and rocks. It was a cool time for me to get to know a couple of the girls that I didn’t know before, one of which was Kayla who goes to the same school my sister goes to. We got into a really long conversation about how following Christ looks much different in a Christian environment as opposed to a non-Christian environment. The other great thing about the trip was the food! Who knew how delicious and filling Good Ole Raisins and Peanuts (Gorp) could be?

On Friday night we got in the van to leave after dinner, and then realized it was already 9:30! After over 24 hours without our cell phones and watches, we were totally psychologically thrown off as far as time goes. It was SO REFRESHING to be free from being a slave to the clock and to my phone, to enter into a new culture, so to speak, and focus on one step at a time without a concept of time. The best part about the trip was the Solo Time after we got off the river on Friday. I think they said it was a couple hours long. We spread out all around the campground and chapel area and got to just read our Bibles and journal and think and pray, with absolutely no distraction except the beauty around us. I loved being able to journal about things that were going on with me spiritually and then study a part of Philippians (that by God’s design applied EXACTLY to what I had just been writing about) and finally pray for my team, the LA staff, the other HeartSong teams, my friends and family back home, and myself. After that we had dinner, and then our team left. When we got back to Lake Ann, it was dark enough for a Team Bonfire. By this time Abby, Ashtyn, and I had moved into our Koas for the summer, which surround a cute little fire pit that’s perfect for team times. This was the first time all week we had been able to focus on our “team health,” so to speak, discussing what has been going on and where we can go from here as far as our ministry goes. We went over the first chapter of our team devotional study and prayed for each other. By the time we were done, it was so late that we didn’t really get much sleep before we had to get up to pack our trailer and leave for our weekend church.

We arrived at First Baptist Church of Okemos, MI on Saturday afternoon, and I immediately recognized it from last summer! It was neat to see a lot of familiar faces (and try to remember names). We ate dinner, hung out, and played for the youth group on Saturday night; we also had a few prospective students from the area come to visit and see us play! And even though it was a small group, they were super responsive; we even had one kid attempt to crowd surf during “Go!”

This morning was another great time of worship with the church congregation. They loved singing along with us, especially during “We Will Glorify”; during that song I pulled out my earbud to listen to the congregation sing along. We met a lot of really cool people who loved our music. Plus, our friend Heidi, who was on Red Team last year, came to visit and see us play! It was so cool to see her again and catch up a little bit. While we were tearing down, the pastor’s kids (3 young children adopted from China) all wanted to help us with EVERYTHING! They made tearing down slow but fun. Afterwards, we all went out to a Chinese buffet for lunch (I had a déjà vu moment from last year) before hopping on the van to go back to LA.

And so here I am again, in the van on a Sunday afternoon, reflecting back on all the crazy things that happened in only a week! For most of these things I could go into a lot more detail, but then this post would be too long for you to want to read. It’s like what John said at the end of his book: “Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written” (John 21:25). God has already worked in my life in ways that are too incredible and intricate for me to talk about in just one blog post, not to mention the ways He’s worked in the lives of my teammates and everyone we’ve met. Here’s to tomorrow, to the start of the first week for campers and the start of a whole new week of indescribable works of our Lord!

Until the next inadequate post, Soli Deo Gloria!
~Deanna

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